Relationship

I can not explain you what I think you but just I know and feel you very nearer some one. From the first day I got you as my younger brother and as a good friend also. So many words rose up about you in Freshly but never I listened to those.
Just turn you past, it was the first day I met you. I yet didn’t know your name. In the morning I went out for office. That time our accommodation was at Parco. I have come down from the 1st floor and attempted to take seat in Staff Bus then I saw you. You was put on white half shirt with black pant and it was a plastic envelop file on your hand. We have reached at office together by bus. On the way I got a message from my room mat Thomas. Thomas said- Faruque, this is Safeer, Mr. Santhosh (Production manager of Freshly) told you to take the boy as your assistant. I confirmed the message by telephonic conversation with Mr. Santhosh. I took you at the office and had a general brief regarding Daily Production Report (DPR). I think it was Thursday. Suddenly I got a phone from Ashish sir the Operation Manager of Freshly, he said, Faruque who told you to appoint the new boy in Production Office, send him to Production Line right now. I answered him, ok sir. Then I had to send you to the Production Line, one day you work in the Line with the workers. I heard that day you were weeping much after back to room. I was so sorry for this behavior but nothing was to do for me. After two days Sun day we came back office. Mr. Santhosh also came; I told him details about you. He said- don`t worry, just be cool and keep patience everything will become okay. I found one thing is very clear that in managements there are remains much more jealous mentalities. One person is not satisfied others. Without informing to Operation Manager why Production manager was appointed the boy in Production Office it was the fact. Several days you had to learn physical knowledge from the Lines. These times were very boring to you. After some days I took you back in Production Office. But after I got you I mean after introduction with you I encourage you every times. I don`t know why its feeling, I got you from the first day as my younger brother and so many time I told you- you are my brother, I shall train up you well so that you can be befit in future. I used to laugh and told- Safeer in this connection I may bit you some time, don`t mind yet? I satisfied showing your progress day by day. My faith was strengthening on you that one day you must successful either here or some where. Time was passing, in the mean time it was came my yearly vacation time. After 2/3 months I submit my leave application and it was accepted from 13th Sep/07 for 30 days leave. One by one I handed over my responsibilities to you. I knew the task is very hard for you but I had deep confidence on you. I departed and went away to home. Very often I was keeping touch with you. After 15 day suddenly you got chicken pox I think it was a bad luck for you. All the DPR became pending and thus daily reports pilled up and created a huge quantity backlog. My 30 days leave had completed and I came back at Freshly. I got approx 150 DPRs bunch to be entered and to be completed. Same time you also released from chicken pox. Another one and half month it was taken to come back at a normal position. Our relationship is still same and not less than increases day by day. Company`s yearly salary increment has done recently and I got 5oo/ AED what was not satisfaction by me. Anyway, I have to stay with this salary because of my family problem. Now you should get some increment as you have to do responsibilities more. Yours application is now hanging under the consideration of management. One time we did and shown much dedicational work for company`s bright vision but now a days we lost the energy to do same.
Safeer life is very complicated and we have to live the life doing hard struggle in evry moment. We find/see there is joy, sorrow, love, etc. actually this is the variety of life. If we would not get these different tests of our walking way may our life would appear meaningless. This human had done all the activities whatever wonderful and surprising things invented in the world. In human life we find different perception, different tests and various feelings. See, you are hanged on one woeful situation, is this out of our life? Of course not! Love is another one feeling of life. No one literary or wise man could not complete the explanation of Love. This is created by God only. Many expectations we make in mind and wonderful that every moment its created one by one itself but you know, some are died before born and some are refused, some on the waiting list and a very few are got successes. From your description I got clear knowledge that Saina and you were into deep love one time. You can not belief any thing without her. Several times I examined you on different angels and ways but each of these; whatever I got the feedback that you are always on same decision.
Love is this- whatever you think, whenever and wherever you move behind of all Saina`s face you can not avoid or automatically its come. In this case, God knows best ever you`ll get successful your dream or not. I wish and deeply pray to almighty Allah so that you can get her as your part of life.
You can agree or not but I guided and directed you those things what are good for me and should do for human life. I’m instructing you those things what are valuable and meaningful and should be belonging with our life may be it seams you bitter test but true. Professional experience is must valuable and acceptable to anywhere and in this connection I build up you. Today may be you will be not with me but this is true I’m training up you. This is not my proud but from the mind its come. You from Kerela and me from Bangla, there is a long distance and different between us and maybe never would be meet together after back at home each other. One day must come we’ll be not at a same platform then these moment and whatever having together today these only will be memorized in an occasion. We are working with cooperation and every day meeting, talking, chatting, very frankly and like a member of an undivided family. Our office room becomes a house of chambers. Sometime it’s a coffee shop sometime it becomes very important silent place, then only sound is coming from the mouse scroll and keyboards button. Entertainment also not out of our boundary, we do it sometime. Thus our friendship, understanding comes so closer to closest. But it didn’t come, over night; it came day by day. Not also present environment we talk about our home too. We knew each other our personal matter also.
Love is not sin or this is not denied by anyone. We fall into love. This feeling, this sense created by God very clearly. We feel it by heart what is invisible and can realize only. You know- man can live with this attraction and feeling; if this sense would absence beginning the creation of God, might not created this sun light, moons smiling, rivers current, trees greenness. So, our feeling is of course not wrong; definitely this is our right thirst. You fallen into love with Saina, can you deny ever? Never, though you normally can tell out but your heart never can say; if you really fallen into love.
Everything we can discuss today. Why, what is the meaning? Its meaning, we are very closest today. Actually this is called love. A little gift if given to some one with feeling of love you know; that would be the highest valuable thing and not can similar any thing even it is precious diamond too.